Nathan WagnerParanoia

look around I hear them whisper
all the lights begin to flicker
paranoia fills my head
my heart it pounds, my face is red
the silence drowning out my screams
see everybody look at me
their bodies turn into beasts
their eyes are red, they come for me wait it’s only
In my head just
breath in
breath out
another episode just
calm down
calm down Instincts, waging war inside
the hold me up so tight
fear freezes me to ice
I’m locked up in my mind mind it wavers back and forth
paranoid so calm and sure
lucid dreaming everyday
from chill to hyperventilate
see everything that could go wrong
It clings to me from dusk to dawn
to isolate's the only way
as mental health deteriorates everything’s foggy
hold on
breath in
breath out
another morning come on
calm down
calm down Instincts, waging war inside
the hold me up so tight
fear freezes me to ice
I’m locked up in my mind
locked up in my mind
locked up in my won’t you let me go
just let me go
I can’t take much more
won’t you let me go don’t know if I’m awake or I’m asleep
these thoughts are burying me deep
afraid of every little thing
I’m drowning, I’m drowning
this souls just longing here for peace
but the darkness screams and shouts and shrieks
shoot all their arrows down on me
please save me, please save me save me from myself
oh, save me from myself
oh, save me from myself
save me from myself
save me from myself
save me
save me from myself
save me from myself you're not real
you've never been real
you're not real
so get out of my mind
you're not real
you've never been real
you're not real
so get out of my mind
get out of my mind
get out of my mind
get out of my mind