KennyHooplaestella//

estella, estella
a coming to life
melting in my heart
getting high off your own supply
I understand
we are only friends
but your eyes keep telling me
to take you in
oh in your car
I get to fade
oh in your room
why don't we take a chance
so on your lips
then we come alive
I'm knocking on every piece of wood
I don't wanna fake it til I make it
I don't need to see it to believe it
I don't need to touch it, I can taste it
all the shame feels the same when the pain hits
I just die
at the thought of being alive
at the same time as you
estella, I'm jealous
no indecision
this time
I want it all
I love you too much
I hate myself
enough
for the both of us
unstow your arms, this war is a waste
maybe shoot your arrow this way?
my scars of love, I'll honor great
some live, some die, but we will stay
I don't wanna fake it til I make it
I don't need to see it to believe it
I don't need to touch it, I can taste it
all the shame feels the same when the pain hits
I just die
at the thought of being alive
at the same time as you