Billie EilishMale Fantasy

[verse 1]
home alone, tryin' not to eat
distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
that satisfied, it's a male fantasy
I'm goin' back to therapy [chorus]
'cause I loved you then
and I love you now and I don't know how
guess it's hard to know
when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
or just pretending to
be alright, convince myself I hate you [Interlude]
(want me to sing in here?) [verse 2]
I got a call from a girl I used to know
we were inseparablе years ago
thought we'd get along but it wasn't so
and it's all I think about whеn I'm behind the wheel
I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
but nothing lasts, I know the deal [chorus]
but I loved you then
and I love you now and I don't know how
guess it's hard to know
when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
or just pretending to
be alright, convince myself I hate you [outro]
can't get over you
no matter what I do
I know I should but I could never hate you