BadflowerGhost

[verse 1]
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
and all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
but I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
I tried it once before and I think I might've messed up
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
but maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die
but nothing very special ever happens in my life [chorus]
take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
all the blood escaping me won't end the pain
and I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
of the man that I was meant to be [verse 2]
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
and I should've told my mother, "mom, I love you," like a good son
but this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one [chorus]
take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
all the blood escaping me won't end the pain
and I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
of the man that I was meant to be, yeah [bridge]
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
I should've left a letter but I had nothing to write about
my blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
the cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked [chorus]
yeah, take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
all the blood escaping me won't end the pain
and I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
of the man that I was meant to be
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
(the man that I was meant to be)
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
(the man that I was meant to be)
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one