Nessa Barrettmadhouse

I'm gonna star in my own psychological thriller
so go grab a seat now
there will be blood and gore
a box office killer, a sellout
make me a spectacle
I'll have a beautiful chemical meltdown
loosing the screws in my brain, could be any day now
they gon' put me in a madhouse
shove pills down my throat 'til I space out
they wanna love me, hate me, then slut-shame me
batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me? (la-la-la-la-la-la)
they gon' put me in the madhouse
but is it you or is it me?
no more brain, serotonin, kerosene
diagnosed with seeing things
maybe 'cause I know my brain (brain, brain)
go ahead, take a peek
maybe let you under the hood
I'll scare the shit out of you like nothing else ever could
I scare myself sometimes, I almost took my life
now look who's got the knife
they gon' put me in a madhouse
shove pills down my throat 'til I space out
they wanna love me, hate me, then slut-shame me
batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me? (la-la-la-la-la-la)
they gon' put me in the madhouse
but is it you or is it me?
(but is it you or is it me?)
they gon' put me in a madhouse
shove pills down my throat 'til I space out
they wanna love me, hate me, then slut-shame me
batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me? (la-la-la-la-la-la)
they gon' put me in the madhouse
but is it you or is it me?