Nessa Barrettdying on the inside

you should take it as a compliment
If I were you, I would be more confident
you're lucky that you're pretty
why are you obsessed with your appearance
I don't wanna hear it, you're fine
It's been my best kept secret for a while now
no one ever sees it but it's all around
It's the dinner conversation no one talks about
don't know how much longer I can keep this down
beauty is a knife, I've been holding by the blade
swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie
honestly, it's eating me alive
they're all like
did you change your hair?
did you lose a bit of weight?
you should keep it up cause it really looks great
I hate that I
always look my best
when I'm dying on the inside
when I'm dying on the inside
I wish I could break the mirror
that makes me feel like I should fucking disappear
and drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears
no matter what I try they always seem to come back to life
what if I didn't do this to my body?
what if I quit and then you don't want me
the dinner conversation no one talks about
don't know how much longer I can keep this down
beauty is a knife, I've been holding by the blade
swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie
honestly, it's eating me alive
they're all like
did you change your hair?
did you lose a little weight?
you should keep it up cause it really looks great
I hate that I
always look my best
when I'm dying on the inside
when I'm dying on the inside
when I'm dying on the inside
you should take it as a compliment
If I were you I'd me more confident
you're lucky that you're pretty
why are you obsessed?
with your appearance
I don't wanna hear it, you're fine
beauty is a knife, I've been holding by the blade
swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie
honestly, it's eating me alive
they're all like
did you change your hair?
did you lose a little weight?
you should keep it up cause it really looks great
I hate that I
always look my best
when I'm dying on the inside