LundRx Luv

lately I been harboring my feelings, tryna hide
drown myself in alcohol to kill the things inside
maybe I should deal with all this pain
easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain
thc and ethanol are running thru my veins
talking to myself, ask myself if I'm insane
why can't I let it go? I'm addicted to the pain
nothing but a low life, I can never change
so baby girl just listen up
I think I've have enough of prescription love
think it's time to let you go
maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
baby girl just listen up
I think I've have enough of prescription love
think it's time to let you go
maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
girl I told you to leave me alone (it's a warning)
only gonna hurt you, know I got them cold bones
you don't want to know what I know (that you're leaving)
cause then if you did you would leave love alone
takin all these drugs to numb my pain
since I lost your love I ain't never been the same
endorphins are rushing through my brain
If only for a second still I know I feel it change
It's easy nowadays to be ashamed
but I wouldn't be the man I am if I don't take the blame
see I gave up my selfishness and pride
I gave up my everything when you walked out my life
my sanity been slipping
I been losing time
gotta make a million
before I lose my fucking mind
should I keep her around or should I let her go?
does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?
so baby girl just listen up
I think I've have enough of prescription love
think it's time to let you go
maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
baby girl just listen up
I think I've have enough of prescription love
think it's time to let you go
maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
14 when I cried
16 when I lost my sight
18 when I lost my brain
19 I'm in love with pain
20 and I'm still the same
14 when I cried
16 when I lost my sight
18 when I lost my brain
19 I'm in love with pain
20 and I'm still the same