Gemini SyndromeMourning Star

I'm sick of myself my world my life
get out of my way this truth can’t lie
I stop myself every second I try
every minute of time is an hour I die I'm sick of myself my world my life
get out of my way this truth can’t lie
I stop myself every second I try
every minute of time is an hour I die every day's another complication
a journey through another maze
I found my way through recapitulation
everything is still a haze
but heaven still holds me
I live my life inside imagination
keep the secrets I have made It’s the silence that enslaves me
It’s the only thing that saves me If you knew what it meant to me
to make it through tonight
you would be a mourning star
and guide me through this life every day’s another conversation
soaking up instead with lies
the whole thing’s open to interpretation
It should come as no surprise the enemy is everywhere
the enemy is everywhere death would be an ample compensation
even if it’s my demise
but heaven doesn’t want me
head to toe in blood and perspiration
I would wipe the tears and lies but heaven disowned me
now heaven won’t know me If you knew what it meant to me
to make it through tonight
you would be a mourning star
and guide me through this life nobody gets out alive
and I know theres no way to buy my way
(sick of myself my world my life
get out of my way this truth can’t lie)
In
I can’t say that I didn’t try
I guess that I just have to try again If you knew what it meant to me
to make it through tonight
you would be a mourning star
and guide me through this life you would be a mourning star
and guide me through this life I'm sick of myself my world my life
get out of my way this truth can’t lie
I stop myself every second I try
every minute of time is an hour I die I'm sick of myself my world my life
get out of my way this truth can’t lie
I stop myself every second I try
every minute of time is an hour I die the enemy is everywhere