Children of BodomTie My Rope

dear diary, what have I done? am I trippin' or am I alive?
once I've decided I've got stories to tell
no way in hell was that just another muthafuckin' dream
doesn't matter cuz I already know how it feels to wake up wIth
body like a roadmap of pain
mind like a landfill of shame
tie my rope one more time
dear diary, had I known what I told you last night
I would've never walked there to start another fight
banging my head on concrete wall, while knockin' on wood
thinking it that's gonna do any good when I wake up wIth
body like a roadmap of pain
mind like a landfill of shame
tIe my rope
tell me once, I decline, I refuse to learn
shoot me twice but I'm not going down
I will climb the rope you tied for me
beat me up while I'm still alive