BAD OMENSTake Me First

It's too late to turn back now
oh god, I tried but I don't know how I want to be someone you used to hate,
without the memory of the pain
I went too far, now we can't restart
It's like we cut the brakes, tore 'em off the car
90 miles inside the dark
familiar scars, and electric hearts
I know I’m gonna die in this bed I made
and I'm drowning in a dream that I can't escape
If I could wake up, I'd hesitate but it's too late to turn back now
oh god, I tried but I don’t know how
If I could escape it, I'd trade in
the blame, you can take it
If it doesn't take me first
If it doesn't take me first I lie to myself like it's not too late
convinced the past can still be changed
we know it's gone but I can't move on
I want to rewind but it just replays
jumping on a hand grenade
but it won't go off
no, it won’t go off but it's too late to turn back now
oh god, I tried but I don’t know how
If I could escape it, I'd trade in
the blame, you can take it
If it doesn't take me first
If it doesn't take me first I know I'm gonna die in this bed I made
and I'm drowning in a dream that I can’t escape but it's too late to turn back now
oh god, I tried but I don’t know how
If I could escape it, I'd trade in
the blame, you can take it
If it doesn't take me first
If it doesn't take me first