Against The Currentweapon

I always say, I always say that it's the last time
a promise I can't keep
I always say I'll get a grip and it'll be fine
but I lie straight through my teeth
and though I try and do it right with my intentions
keep them good, they never break, but I still bend 'em
'cause this devil on my shoulder wants to pull me underneath
another sleepless night
staring through the ceiling
I'm wondering how could I
calm my head? yeah
calm my head 'cause
I see red
my blood is boiling and it shows
when all you are is a weapon
you shoot 'em down 'til you end up alone
I seem fine
but I can't take the highs and the lows
all I am is a weapon
I shoot 'em down 'til I end up alone
I always say I hate the way you look at me now
and I swear I didn't mean to be a let down
what I broke can't be fixed with
all my sorry excuses, no
another sleepless night
staring through the ceiling
I'm wondering how could I
calm my head? yeah
calm my head 'cause
I see red
my blood is boiling and it shows
when all you are is a weapon
you shoot 'em down 'til you end up alone
I seem fine
but I can't take the highs and the lows
all I am is a weapon
I shoot 'em down 'til I end up alone
no, I won't go under
no, I won't back down
bittersweet surrender
everything is better now
no, I won't go under
no, I won't back down
bittersweet surrender
It's better now
I see red
my blood is boiling and it shows
when all you are is a weapon
you shoot 'em down 'til you end up alone
I seem fine
but I can't take the highs and the lows
all I am is a weapon
I shoot 'em down 'til I end up alone
all I am is a weapon
I shoot 'em down 'til I end up alone
all I am is a weapon
I shoot 'em down 'til I end up alone